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I was right

When I told myself I just need to get through the day. That, and a very good cry. A very very long and full of snot kind of cry. So now I have puffy eyes and a headache. But somehow I feel better.

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We get together again, as if this is another life. Not because it has been too long, but because it was just long enough for me to be someone else. I have of course, the same face, maybe just a bit rounder, and you look at me seeing the same little girl. You judge me… Continue reading

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There are days when human interaction is exhausting. Even if the human in question is a person you really love. It could be that you don't like them anymore although bonds like blood and time still bind you tight. It is hard to find the balance, to not snap, to think of moments in the… Continue reading

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I will never get over you. Not completely. I will miss you forever. Miss all that could have been. I know I am just dreaming about the ideal. But that is what you are now. The ideal. Because you left too soon. To soon to share the love you had, to soon to let me… Continue reading

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I am on a beach.  It is very early in the morning, the sun has just finished rising and I have my eyes closed, letting it caress the eyelids that begged for the light. The air feels crisp and and fresh, it hints to warming up, but not just yet. It lets me enjoy the… Continue reading

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If

If you would have let me, I would have given my soul to you I would have taught you how to keep the light between us bright, so bright it would have lightly lightened the slight dark moments of your life If you'd have let me, I would have eaten all of my breakfasts with… Continue reading If

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guilt

is, regrettably, one of the most powerful motivators. There are others, of course. But guilt is one that makes us squirm, ashamed of ourselves or even someone else's behaviour, the one that makes us shy away from our own recollections, that makes us want to have the power to alter thoughts, images, past actions. The… Continue reading guilt