I always avoid going running. And I don’t think it’s because I don’t like it, but because I feel self conscious about my body. It just now dawned on me, that most likely, everybody else who’s out there running, either feels the same way as I do, or they just don’t care about how my body looks. And if there are any people who do care, well, I shouldn’t really care about other people’s judgements; they’re theirs to deal with.
All of this however, does not mean I am going to start running. But damn, is it good to write it down, to make sure I am aware if the thought.